This song was fully-formed in my head this morning when I woke up. I got up, wrote down the words, and went back to sleep. Now I can't remember the tune (meh). Here's the basic idea of it though.
Some days, we don't talk at all
Perhaps a smile, a brush of hand
Is all I've come to expect.
It seems that you're different than you were,
The things you said, the things you did
Are disappearing fast.
Maybe I should stop trying to bring it back
Cause lately, all I see is what you lack
When you said I was the sun.
When you said I was the only one.
Back to the days we used to
Laugh and dance and sing.
Yes, I remember
When you put your arm around my shoulder
When you said we'd be forever.
Whenever I want to fall apart,
Some days I'm so mad that I could cry.
I wanted to save us, but now,
I can't remember why.
All my friends tell me to leave you
Cause if you aren't real and you can't show the world our love
Then it isn't love at all.
I look at the tattered of what we used to share
Why do I want back something that was never even there?
I know that I can't keep you.
But with these memories I can never leave you.
Not the best, but not the worst either.